Sabrina wondered if she had passed out, somehow, when she was enveloped by emptiness and the phantom sensation of being carried. Yeah, she felt a little tired after expending all that energy with her Geomancy, and the pain in her abdomen was still nagging at her, but neither was that bad.
In fact, when you passed out, weren't you supposed to stop feeling exhaustion or pa-
Thump
Unceremoniously, she was dropped to a dusty floor. Again.
"Always hurting my stomach. Always dropping me in the dirt," she thought, unhappily. "Can't anyone think of something ********' new?"
Sabrina proceeded to pull herself to her feet, grunting and coughing. She looked around, then spat against the wall to get the taste of dirt out of her mouth and started walking towards the sword. "Hello?!" she called out, to see if her teammates were somewhere nearby.
She failed to notice the streaks of crimson in her saliva.
After taking a few steps forward, the young combatant's FIGHTER let her know she had another message. Her eyes scanned the text, and she scowled. Huffing through her nose, she tapped a few buttons on the device.
Outside, on the cold and snowy mountaintop, the little device the young man had been using to send them messages chimed, letting him know that he'd received a text.
RAEG Wrote:
EAT c**k >8[
Nifty little thing, the 'Reply' function was.
Back within the mountain (or wherever the Hell they'd been sent), Sabrina let her arm fall back to her side, and walked up to the sword. She knew this little twit probably had this set up as some sort of mindgame. Also, like Griff, she had a feeling that there was a fight coming soon, if the Elimination rounds of past tournaments were anything to judge by. Why else give them swords? . . . Well, ones that weren't eighteen feet long, anyway. And she was itchin' to hurt someone.
She refused to give in to his little tricks and spend the whole two minutes overthinking the whole matter when the best solution was often the straightforward one, so she reached for the hilt. Besides, whatever point he was trying to make about one of them carrying the team certainly didn't apply to Sabrina, not when they could all get along just fine without her --
That thought made her hand stop, centimeters from the pommel.
She didn't know if the kid had somehow been aware of it, but these past couple of days, the young woman had been struggling with doubt about her place on Jörmungandr, and he'd managed to drag those worries out into the light again. Sure, she was a fighter through and through, always just as ready to settle a conflict with fists as she was with words, but the fact remained that she was young and inexperienced. Good, but not great. Sure, she had some talent, but surely there were other people in Gaia with more? She couldn't stop questioning why they'd put her on the team, when they could have chosen anyone else. She'd asked Griff directly about this, and had been given a short and simple response:
"Attitude."
How could she be satisfied with an answer like that?
Sabrina's hand dropped away from the sword. What worth did she contribute to this team, this tournament as whole? She was just a lucky fangirl who'd . . . No. NO!
Sabrina shook her head. She wasn't gonna let this place and its stupid tests do this to her! The girl was loathe to admit it, but that kid had a point about cooperation. She had to trust her teammates, trust that they'd had some reason for choosing her, trust that she was worthy, no matter what anyone else, even this ******** mountain, had to say about it. Even if she was young and didn't have the skill or experience some of the other competitors possessed, she had a right to be a part of Heaven or Hell.
And now that she'd reached a conclusion . . . Sabrina wasn't sure if she should take the sword or not. She wanted to take it, so she could prove to everyone that she didn't have to be carried, but on the other hand, it could mean keeping someone else from participating in the next round . . . not to mention it was probably what that little c**t was expecting her to do. In fact, she doubted that he'd ever been part of a team. He couldn't understand that, sometimes, you just had to let yourself be benched, knowing that there was someone who could handle the situation better than you. Letting ego get in the way just ended up hurting everyone.
In fact, the idea that the kid was planning for her to do it helped her decide. And so, Sabrina folded her arms over her chest, ignored the twinge beneath her ribs, and leaned against the wall to watch the timer tick down. If she sat the next round out, so be it. Take one for the team, so to speak. In the end, as long as her fellow combatants, her friends, recognized that she was good enough . . . well, that was all that mattered. They had faith in her, and vice versa.
She knew the kid was expecting her to grab the sword. She would have expected herself to do it, before coming in here. He probably didn't anticipate that she would leave the sword. And it gave her a mild sense of satisfaction, knowing that she was going against whatever furtive little plan he'd made.
. . . She could be wrong of course, and he'd anticipated exactly what would happen, which would mean she was playing right into his hands. But that would require a deeper understanding of her nature that he didn't, couldn't possibly have.
. . . . . Right?