At the Destructive Forces Operating Company's Gaia Branch
I step into the dim light, the Master's footsteps echoing off the stone walls. I can hear above the sounds of the others, talking and laughing. It soothes my nerves somewhat. The work the Master has asked of me is dangerous, and requires no small amount of skill. I feel uncertain, but determined to go forwards. If I am to call myself an apprentice of such a knowledgable man, I cannot allow my fear to rule my mind. I fidget with my cloak. A habit.
"Before we begin, let me ask you, Baiya. Do you feel your life is precious?"
The master's calm voice stirrs the air, his tone not one of the teacher to their student. He speaks softly to me. I take a moment to consider his words, resting a fingertip on my lower lip. Habit. 'What is the purpose of this question', I wonder. Does he know I have doubts about my abilities? Is he provoking me, to see if I feel I am too 'precious' to take risks? A test would be like him, but this seems blunt. Bluntness is not like him. The answer is the same, regardless.
"Yes, it is."
"How do you believe so?"
"Because I am able to use it to serve you. Serve the others. We save each other, when others will not save us."
I hate my voice. It rings off the walls, chiming. The Master's is smoother. Sonorous. I feel like a kitten trying to converse with a tiger. The Master seems to be thinking. I twiddle the fingers on one hand idly. Habit.
"I see. That being the case, how do you decide when your death would be more precious to the ones you love than remaining alive?"
The question stuns me. Seeing the Master take a dark turn is unusual. Irregular. I move closer to him, close enough to be touching. Something is off. He doesn't speak further. I take his question in now, finger returning to my lip. Habit, again. A situation in which death is more valuable than life? There are scenarios I can concoct, but being so literal wouldn't be a proper response. Bluntness is not like him. Living for others or dying for them? An interesting conundrum. I wrestle with it for a few moments, before I must effectively concede.
"It depends."
It sounds stupid. The Master laughs aloud, and wraps his arm around my shoulders. I feel small, pulled against his towering frame. He turns to look down into me with flashing green eyes. I feel small.
"It certainly does, doesn't it?"
I feel too embarassed to respond. I sounded like a simpleton. The Master releases me. Bending down, he pulls a tarp off the floor. Beneath it is a runic circle, glimmering. My eyes roam across it. It is certainly the Master's work. Complicated. I can read parts of its purpose in the words chosen, but some meanings elude me. The Master has bent some of the words. Brilliant to make them work for you instead of with you. My eyes catch some very strange ones as well. They change each time I look away from them.
"Those runes, sir..."
"Runes of power, written in a Chaotic dialect. They are unruly when working unchecked, but cannot be fully dominated either. They are impressively potent when allowed to fully flourish. It is difficult to find a balance between giving them freedom and restricting their more dangerous aspects."
Truly brilliant. I am fortunate to be in his tutelage.
"Is that why you have bent the other runes in places?"
"Ah, you're very observant as always, Baiya. Indeed, that is why. Doing this creates a somewhat softer circle, if you understand my meaning. It will allow the chaos runes to work with a bit more freedom, moving the work as a whole away from absolutes. I know I have said so before, but avoiding absolutes in runic work when you can will save you a lot of trouble in the end, even with simple tasks."
I continue to read them as he speaks. As the chaos runes change the bent ones accomodate. The meaning of the 'sentence' is hardly changed. Lkie raeidng wrdos wtih the lteerts caghned auonrd.
"Fascinating. Amazing, even. Is it complete?"
"Of course! It was done a few days ago, in fact. I could have gone ahead with things alone, but I must admit I have a small desire to show off in front of my apprentice. Beyond that, you're also quite directly involved with things, so I figured you may as well be involved with this aspect as well. I'd like your hand in this, if you wouldn't be averse to doing so."
Impossible to refuse. I would have begged to be involved. Being invited was an honor.
"I will. Certainly, sir."
It is difficult to hide my excitement. The Master grins at me fiendishly.
"Well then, let us begin! Take up the side opposite of me, if you would. I'll be doing the main part of the work, since I constructed this quite specifically. If you would, please assist me in keeping things under control. The circle should do most of the work itself, but as I said, chaos runes are predisposed towards slipping their bonds."
I walk around the circle, cautiously. I find as I do so that the circle is contiguous at all angles around each rune of chaos. There are tens of meanings constructed around each one. The Master is a genius. He nods at me. I brace myself. We both focus our wills into the circle. It comes alive, resonating. It is glory. The air hums with its work. I feel its work beginning, slowly. The basement seems another world. I can sense it pulling across realities. Like a kaleidoscope it shifts its focus. It stops its searching. It has found its purpose. I am overwhelmed by the weight of it. Ancient, primeval forces wash over me. It is all I can do to remain myself. Animal horror wells inside me. I cannot bring myself to cry out. A thousand-thousand words race through my mind. I feel small.
A sharp crack returns me to the basement. I fall to my knees, drained. Sweat runs off my face in rivers. I feel the master's arms around me.
"We've done it, Baiya, you brilliant boy! It worked perfectly."
I can see the body of a woman behind him on the floor. Then my vision fades. I see nothing. A bad habit.

