"Well, knowledge holds the key to all power, I wholeheartedly agree with that. But knowledge itself is relative. Society defines what we conceive of as valuable knowledge. And in private situations, the importance of knowledge may lie on areas seen as nothing more than a trifle by the rest of the world.
I am aware that this book means a lot to you. It has been your companion for many years, and you shared your thoughts with it. In return, these pages tell me that you are bound to it on an intimate level. I do not own the skill to draw detailed memories from personal belongings - yet I believe to understand why you follow the path of working against vampires and similar beings."
Tenkai listened silently to Lucind's words, nodding slightly as she spoke.
"However, I do not estimate these writings as dangerous as you apparently do. From what I have heard and read, van Helsing was a master of his field, but a lot of research has been done and published especially over the last hundred years - and as a result, van Helsing is no longer an insider tip. Plus, in these days, where magic mingles with high-tech, knowledge is barely ever safe. I mean, truly safe.
You said it yourself, this copy of the Wanderers is not the original. Van Helsing had a student or maybe several. Who can tell whom they passed their knowledge on to? If I only searched the siren plane long enough, I sure would find stored memories filled with related information."
Tenkai had to agree with Lucind there. They lived in an age where technology rendered the old ways of securing knowledge obsolete. Van Helsing had lived a long time ago, and even though his understanding of vampires was deep, there had been others after him that have followed in his footsteps.
At first he was a bit worried that she was trying to tell him his book was not worth the exchange, but that was a bit of an assumption. She had already told him it was a worthy price given how personal the item was to him. She was merely discussing the matter.
That was when Lucind caught him entirely out of the blue.
"What if someone with my powers decided to feed on you? Are you able to withstand psychic attacks?
What if someone overpowers me? I, too, have my limits.
And do you believe vampires and their folks haven't gathered knowledge over the centuries, to protect themselves?"
Tenkai appeared speechless, even if he was supposed to be silent. He had a surprised look on his face, as if the thought hadn't crossed his mind. Tenkai's spiritual capabilities gave him some measure of defense against psychic attacks. It was something he required in order to contend with the kinds of things he encountered regularly. But should he tell Lucind this? Would such a thing give her any sort of mistrust in him? Tenkai knew well that the darker beings of the world had evolved over time to preserve themselves, but Tenkai sought the book to help people rather than specifically hurt any one species.
"Don't get me wrong, Mr. Tenkai. I like you, and with what I just said I didn't mean to devalue your book. It really fulfills our deal. Furthermore, I think you are pouring your heart into an honorable cause. I believe, though, that your own notes are probably more worth than the book itself, from a rational point of view. And usually I would say that it didn't matter, because you paid with something close to your heart."
For a moment Tenkai was relieved. He was almost afraid he had upset Lucind with what he had said, but it seemed that the fact of what he was didn't cause her to lose trust in him. His face flushed a bit, flattered by the thought that his notes were worth more than the book he had given her. He didn't think himself to be nearly as famous to warrant such praise.
"However, I fear there is a misunderstanding. You say you hope to have found a place where this book is secure. But safe keeping is not part of our deal. When I receive a payment, it becomes mine, and I can do with it whatever I see fit."
It was this statement that really struck Tenkai hard. He frowned sheepishly, not exaggeratedly but enough to show he was ashamed of himself. Although he hadn't intended it, he was asking too much of Lucind by what he had said. Now everything she had just said made perfect sense.
If these books were as sought after as they were, even if their knowledge wasn't particularly dangerous, who was he to ask Lucind to guard it safely? He had meant it simply to convey the trust he had in her, but it sounded like he was adding conditions to their deal even after the transaction had been completed. Fighting against those who would use such knowledge for ill was his path, not Lucind's. He couldn't thrust such responsibility onto her. What if someone were to overpower Lucind? Was giving her this book putting her in some sort of danger?
No...that wasn't the core of the issue. The truth was that it was wrong of Tenkai to dictate what she decided to do with the book he had given her. It wasn't part of her deal. A swordsmith might forge a sword only for those who used it for a particular purpose, but such a smith always included those caveats in their deals. Asking Lucind to guard the book would be like Lucind telling him what to do with the book she gave him.
"You see now why I don't really believe in safety of knowledge. It isn't impossible to keep something absolutely secret, but that rarely ever is the case. And when you held books in your hand that can kill thousands of people by turning a single page, you have problems putting a van Helsing treatise in the same risk category."
Perhaps that was why he trusted Lucind so much. He didn't know what her library contained, but he could feel how much the Feiruza was suffused with magic. She probably guarded tomes a thousand times more dangerous than simple information. Even if information held power in its own right, some books simply held power in a much more raw, tangible sense. He had faced such a book a short while after he made his deal with Lucind, back in the Heaven or Hell '10 tournament. Could more tomes like it exist in the world?
"But let's say there really is someone who badly wants to get his or her hands on this book." She waved her hand in the direction of the Wanderer volume. "Someone dangerous. Really dangerous. He or she finds out about where the book is, which is totally possible. There are many other book hunters out there, some as good as I am. Then a ton of other persons who simply have a knack for digging up hot information."
Once more, the siren's eyes pierced his. "Do you expect me to defend this book with my life? Do you expect me to do that, Mr. Tenkai?"
Tenkai did not shy away from the siren's gaze, in spite of how ashamed he was for his folly.
"No, Lucind," he said solemnly. "It isn't my place to ask that of you."
He had already decided that as she explained it to him before. Such things were his duty, not hers. Requesting that of her would go against the very reasons he walked the path he had chosen in the first place.
"It's not that I wouldn't ever do such a thing for a book. But not only would the reason for me to enter such a deal have to be...well, convincing."
A sip of fresh tea ran down her throat. The small but sincere smile was back.
"If you have to pay with something close to your heart in exchange for a text like this, what do you think the price would be if I agreed put my own life on the line?"
"I must apologize," he continued. "I never intended to suggest that you should put your life on the line to protect this book. I'd never ask that of anyone. Buddhist like myself believe that attachment to material things leads to suffering. If it came between protecting a book and losing innocent life, I'd sooner burn the book myself."
Tenkai had hoped "innocent" wasn't a word Lucind would misconstrue. He knew that even the most stoic of persons in this world would not consider themselves innocent, but this case was context sensitive. He simply meant that Lucind's life was worth more than the book.
Tenkai sighed as he began to pace, continuing to speak.
"You might not have intended it to be, but what you've just asked me is a trick question. There is no price I could pay to have you put your life on the line. Nothing closer to my heart could be proper payment for such a responsibility. Putting your life on the line is a sacrifice, a choice made by the person willing to much said sacrifice. I can't devalue such an act by putting a price on it. I can't ask you to do something that would require nothing less than your own personal devotion, especially not over something like this book."
Tenkai was unsure what all of this would mean. If Lucind did not intend to keep the book, what was she going to do with it? Would she burn it or dispose of it in some way? No...that didn't sound like Lucind at all. She loved books, that much he had gathered when he was watching the tournaments through his investigation.
Perhaps she intended to sell it, as the Feiruza was a book store. It was within her right to do so, and no doubt she would ask said person for their own sacrifice equal in value to the one Tenkai had made. But if for any reason someone seeking the book were to try and take it by force, the last thing he'd want would be for Lucind to give her life protecting a material possession.
"What I had meant was that I trust that this book is safe in your hands, regardless of what you choose to do with it. I did not mean for it to sound like I was requesting that you guard it with your life. That would go against the very reason I walk this path."
Had Lucind decided to look further into the book, either in between her conversation or after Tenkai had left, she'd come across a few notes left in one of the earlier pages. It was dated somewhere seven years ago, written in shaky handwriting. It didn't look like the writer was nervous, since the letters fumbled inconsistently. It appeared as if it was written in a turbulent car or plane.
((FLASHBACKFLASHBACKFLASHBACKflashbackflashbackflashback...
I know I'm going to change a few of these appearances once I actually take the time to flesh out some of the artwork. ><))
A memory would surface, a time years before the first Heaven or Hell tournament. A young Tenkai, twenty years old at the time, sat in the holding area of a large transport truck. The inside was dimly lit, the dull grey metal emphasizing practical construction. It was obvious he wasn't there to relax, in spite of the calm, studious smile upon his face.
Tenkai looked the same as far as his face and hair went, but that was where the similarities ended. His outfit was far different from that of a monk, or even the clothes he wore in battle. He was dressed in a black sneaking suit that clung to his skin with pads of armor covering his forearms, waist and chest. A black, long-sleeved overcoat with silver trimming was worn over this suit. The lapel of his coat bore the coat of arms of the Vatican, as well as the emblem of the Vatican's Operatio Arcanum. A long Buddhist rosary necklace was draped around his shoulder, an accessory that clashed with the generally European look he was sporting.
In his lap was Muramasa, resting in its sheath as if it were a pet dog taking a nap as Tenkai wrote out his thoughts in a notebook.
December 8th, 2X04
It's been almost a year since I first started serving with Arcanum. I was fortunate that Father Faulkner was there when they evaluated my skills, otherwise it'd take another year before I could put them to good use. Even though I'm still auditing at the academy, I don't find it displeasing. Genshinsai-sensei told me I should remain open in my endeavors, and I've learned a lot in the past few months. The book that Father Faulkner gave me has taught me a lot about vampires, and so far that knowledge has helped me when I've least expected it.
I don't seem to have any sort of permanent team placement, but that's simply how it works, I guess. Different operations call for different kinds of skill sets. I'm in no position to make suggestions, so it's best that I leave that job to higher-ranking operatives and handlers. Of course, I'd be wrong if I said that was the only reason. I was one of the few that survived in the Marseilles operation. I can't seem to find myself fortunate for my capabilities without feeling a deep swell of regret.
This next mission takes me to the border of Romania. The Vatican received word of a few incidents regarding abduction and grave robbing. It's been going on long enough that the Administratio has warranted an investigation. They don't think these are just isolated incidents, and I have to agree with them.
As Tenkai wrote, the other agents assigned to the operation sat around preparing themselves. A grizzled-looking half-shaven man shot a sour glance at Tenkai as he happily wrote in his notebook. Another agent, a slim bespectacled man with a priest's collar mouthed a prayer to himself in silence. A heavily-built, stoic-looking dark-skinned man silently cleaned his gun, relishing in the silence.
A silence that was interrupted by a young man sitting next to Tenkai.
"So you're him, aren't you?"
Tenkai broke from his writing, turning to his left to see a young man, most likely an adept from the Academy, with a slim, athletic build and short, ruffled black hair. The tone of his voice was amiable with a hint of bewilderment, as if he didn't fully believe Tenkai was sitting right next to him.
"Hm?"
"You're that guy they were talking about," he continued. "I can tell by those beads. Not a whole lot of people working for the Vatican wearing Buddhist rosaries."
Tenkai was almost surprised the young man recognized his rosary. He shouldn't have been given the education standards at the Academy, but most people paid little mind to it, save the few that wished to challenge Tenkai's religious views. As hard as it was for Tenkai to explain his spiritual beliefs between Christianity and Buddhism, he enjoyed philosophical discourse as long as it was peaceful.
"People talk about me?" he asked.
"They say Father Faulkner got you on the fast-track through the academy," said the young man. His choice of words denoted a much more comfortable attitude compared to the studious and disciplined priests. "Something about some foreign training or something like that."
Tenkai was a bit uneasy at the mention of his place in Arcanum. There were a few of the younger adepts at the academy who thought Tenkai had been privileged and was simply railroaded through without needing to do any work. They hadn't realized all of the training he had to do for ten years prior to that to attain the skills he brought to the Vatican. He certainly hadn't been the first, but to many of the younger agents it looked like Tenkai's very presence undermined their hard work.
"Oh...yes, I guess I am that...person," he said, finding it difficult to refer to himself as "that guy". "I know what you must be think-"
"Naah, I'm not judging you," he interrupted. "Some of the others think its unfair, but I know better than that. I actually admire some of the things you've done."
Tenkai wasn't used to that sort of praise. He had heard people say that before, but he never let himself get used to it. Pride led to overconfidence, and overconfidence invited failure.
"Thank you...um..." Tenkai replied, trailing off on the place he would say a name.
"Anderson. Anderson Masters."
"Pleased to meet you," replied Tenkai, shaking Andrson's hand. "My name is-"
"Tankai, wasn't it?"
"Tenkai."
"Oh, right."
A few minutes later, Tenkai noticed Agent Masters looking over to one of his fellow agents at the far side of the holding area closest to the front of the transport. It was a young woman, around Tenkai's age, wearing a fur-trimmed winter coat over a form-fitting special operatives suit. She was very attractive, with a head of long, wavy dark-brown hair and a strong yet femenine build. She must have been another agent from the academy, like Anderson was. She regarded him with her bright hazel eyes and smiled, raising her hand slightly as if to wave to him.
Tenkai could hardly help but notice.
"A friend of yours?" asked Tenkai.
Anderson immediately straightened himself out. "Hm? Oh, you mean Hel-..err...Agent Sherman? I guess you could say that..."
Tenkai smiled at the thought. "I see," he said in a "I think I get it" tone of voice.
It took Anderson a while before he realized what Tenkai was insinuating. "Hey, wait," he said in a whisper. "I mean, it's not like that. We have more of a professional...uhh..."
"It's alright," said Tenkai. "You don't need to explain."
"I dunno, though...maybe when we get back to Rome I'll take her out somewhere. There isn't a rule against that, right?"
"Not to my knowledge," replied Tenkai. The people running Arcanum would probably frown upon such relations between co-workers, but that never stopped anyone in the past. If they had, Tenkai might never have been born.
It all happened so fast.
The memory shifted, the peaceful quiet of the transport shattered by feelings of pain and horror. The sound of gunshots rattling through a corridor, cries of pain as men screamed their last breaths, all coalescing into a chaotic mess of noise. Tenkai was on his knees, clutching a wound on his left side, his suit spattered with gore. His overcoat had been lost in the ensuing conflict. Muramasa was covered in blood in his right hand, his hand trembling as the sword reveled in its own bloodthirst.
Through a damaged eye Tenkai could see another agent, sprawled onto his knees next to something lying on the floor. It was Anderson, sobbing uncontrollably over the torn body of Agent Sherman. She was little more than a torso now, as if some thing had just cleaved her in two with a single stroke. Tenkai couldn't tell if Anderson was injured, with much of the blood covering his body not being his own.
"Helena..." he cried bitterly with a face contorted in pain, clutching what remained of Agent Sherman in his arms. Her dead eyes looked through him blankly towards the ceiling, her skin already starting to pale from blood loss. "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...I couldn't--hurrk!"
THUD
Just as Tenkai's eyes began to regain their focus, he watched helplessly as a large, grotesque foot twice as large as a man's kicked into Anderson's throat and crushed it into he floor, killing him instantly with a snap of his neck.
To say the foot belonged to a creature would be mockery, for it was obvious this foot did not originally belong to it. In fact, just about every part of the monstrosity that stood before Tenkai belonged to someone else in the past. It was a hulking juggernaut of undeath, stitched together from the skin, bones and sinew of dozens of other corpses. This was one of the results of the kidnappings and grave robberies that had drawn the attention of the Vatican, with other experiments being held off by the other operatives nearby. In its hand was little more than a large slab of iron crudely fashioned into a blade, still dripping with the blood of slain agents, including Agent Sherman's.
Tenkai winced at the pain of both the wounds he received and the tragic deaths of his fellow agents. He remembered how Anderson wanted to take Agent Sherman out somewhere when they returned to Rome, how he would have told her how he felt about her. And Agent Sherman...her name was Helena, wasn't it? What sort of dreams had she aspired to before she met such a gruesome fate?
In spite of everything Tenkai knew that kept him alive, he had failed to keep his fellow agents from dying. Although it was as much their job to protect innocent people as it was Tenkai's, he couldn't help but blame himself for not being able to prevent their deaths. So capable, and yet so weak at the same time, just like every other time in the past...
The construct let out a furious, inhuman roar from its unnaturally-made lungs, stretching the stitches that held its jaws in place, staring at Tenkai with a single eye and an empty socket. The sound turned Tenkai's despair into anger, and his eyes lit up in burning fury as his strength returned to him. He pushed off of his leg into a charge, Muramasa ablaze with spiritual power as he cried out...
"I chose this path so that others wouldn't need to suffer or give their lives needlessly," Tenkai said to Lucind. "Do what you feel is best. I trust your judgement."